SOO. kinda almost sad face. but maybe a little bit of a good face? i dunno. a lot of stuff has been going on in this last week. i had a lot of ups and a ton more downs. i would try to focus on my ups but they are also the reason for the downs so now im all confused?.? I had an ok weekend. Friday was iffy because a friend and i got into a fight but i dont understand why.. then i felt creative on sunday ^_^ V that night made me happy but then it all kinda died.... I guess i kind of got distracted with something kind of amazing and lost where i was going.. i know that things preobably wont work with this distraction but it was kind of ok. but then reality hit and im not as amazing as i think i am... which is a good reminder of how much farther i need to go. Another friend of mine is doing the same thing and we are like each others support i dont know what i would do with out him at the moment.. im just a little bummed about this distraction, it would have been way cool, but whatev i guess. dont wreck something amazing
try to be happy shannon
ill finesh this laters
try to be happy shannon
ill finesh this laters