MMMMKay..so this season has had some crazy ups and downs. Usually i am all about fall. For em it has always been a season to renew. To become re-happy with myself etc. It started out all right i guess. Hanging out with friends doing stupids things. whatev.. During the month of october i lost two family members in one week and had thw two funerals the next week. Life happens. it bummed me out but what can you do. It just sucked cuz my mom had to do everything for both.. plan funerals blah blah blah. Us kids never saw her, in fact i was actually the one who told my siblings what all had happened. It was alright that we didnt see her, we new she was doing what had to be done. because of this and my own lack of responsibility i started to fall behind in school and now im like hauling ass to attempt to fix it.. realizing that this school isnt for me and now im switching out. but anyway.. usually im all rainbow and happy, more so it being fall, but i wasnt. i wasnt happy i wasnt me. the biggest thing that will ever piss me off is knowing im not happy and not doing anything about it. I usually have a reason to be happy everyday. Like i said life happens nothing i can do about it. Other things in life were also bringing it down. day after day i just kept going. i cut ties with some things that i needed to cut i formed realtions with people who mattered. i am getting back to my onesy and im quite excited. the past week as been supper awesome. the best week i actually had in a while. so yay. im back.
that was my vent.. woo.
that was my vent.. woo.
